Having so many children, I knew that at some point my heart would be broken. Well, it happened. I am sure that it will happen again. It is not something that you can prepare for. It hits you out of the blue. God is good at healing, though. I trust Him. I also trust Him to take care of my teenage son who makes stupid decisions. Mothers of boys, you have been warned. Those sweet little faces that you kiss the cheeks of when they are little, will crush your heart.