Blessed with Six

I have told my children, "you learn something new everyday, no matter what" It could be a new song, a useless piece of information, some trivia answer or a life lesson. You will learn something new everyday. Today I learned that I am not as close to my kids as I thought that I was. So I guess that one is a life lesson. I love my children. My entire world revovles around them. I am proud of each one, they are all so different and the Lord has blessed each one of them in a different way. Growing up I had a little brother and we were not and still are not close. I had three female cousins and we are not that close. I was close to my mom when I was in high school, but not like I think we should of been. I really want an awesome relationship with my kids when they get older. Right now I am their mother, not their "cool" friend. That means I am their provider, encourager, I am the one that disciplines them. I am a counselor, nurse, cook, maid, there biggest fan. I know t

This is a difficult post. But I feel that in order to heal I need to post it. One of my best friends passed away last week from pancreatic cancer. He was family to me. His name is Randy. This is my favorite picture of him. That is the face I see when I think of him. He has been a big part of my family's life for the past 10 years. He found out he has pancreatic cancer on November 23, 2009. He died January 13, 2010. Where do I begin. Randy has just always been there. He was someone I could cut up with, call just to talk to. Mike would talk to him everyday. We met in 1999 when Daulton and his son Logan were four years old. It was the very first team they were on. Mike didn't start coaching with Randy until 2003. The boys were on allstars together. Over the years just spending time at the ball field and getting to know Randy was pleasure. We spent vacations together with our boys playing ball and developed a friendship that will last forever. Him and Logan would come over for T

The past six weeks have come and gone! We had a great Christmas. A nice time together, I get two weeks off because I work for the school system. I was able to get ALL of my laundry caught up. But today it is back to being a mess!! Oh well, it was nice while it lasted. The last six weeks have passed by so fast!! So much has happened. I will post Christmas pics soon, I just have other things to post before.